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Time & Perspective Quote by Sharon Olds

"I was very afraid that I wouldn't be able to do this job well. And the time never came back"

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Fear sits here like a low-grade fever, not a thunderclap. Sharon Olds frames the anxiety in plain, almost conversational syntax - "I was very afraid" - then tightens the screw with the kind of devastating turn poetry can pull off in a single breath: "And the time never came back". The line break you can feel, even in prose, is the trapdoor. What begins as a familiar worry about competence ends as an elegy for the hours lost to that worry.

Olds' intent isn't to glamorize self-doubt; it's to indict it as theft. The subtext is brutal: the real failure wasn't doing the job badly, it was living as if the verdict was always pending. That second sentence refuses comfort. There's no redemption arc, no "but then I learned", just the cold physics of time - once spent, it doesn't return for revisions. It's a moral statement disguised as a personal confession.

Context matters: Olds' work often turns intimate life - parenting, marriage, the body, shame - into public evidence. She writes with a directness that dares you to call it simple. Here, the "job" can be literal (motherhood, teaching, writing, caretaking) and also existential: the job of inhabiting your own life without auditioning for permission. The effectiveness comes from the tonal restraint. Olds doesn't sermonize about productivity or courage; she lets one flat, irreversible sentence do the scolding. The result lands like a delayed bill: you realize what you paid only after it's gone.

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Olds, Sharon. (2026, January 16). I was very afraid that I wouldn't be able to do this job well. And the time never came back. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-afraid-that-i-wouldnt-be-able-to-do-119050/

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Olds, Sharon. "I was very afraid that I wouldn't be able to do this job well. And the time never came back." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-afraid-that-i-wouldnt-be-able-to-do-119050/.

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"I was very afraid that I wouldn't be able to do this job well. And the time never came back." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-afraid-that-i-wouldnt-be-able-to-do-119050/. Accessed 8 Apr. 2026.

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Sharon Olds (born November 19, 1942) is a Poet from USA.

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