"I was very nervous about going up to teach at Stanford, and very nervous even about going to ARPA"
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The specificity matters. He isn’t claiming generalized anxiety; he names two institutions that functioned as gateways to legitimacy in the early network era: Stanford, the prestige machine, and ARPA, the government-backed pressure cooker where big ideas came with big scrutiny. “Going up to teach” signals a different kind of exposure than engineering work: you’re not just solving problems, you’re performing expertise in public, accountable to sharp students and colleagues. “Even about going to ARPA” hints at hierarchy and stakes; ARPA wasn’t just a workplace, it was a nexus of funding, national-security vibes, and elite expectations. The “even” carries a small confession: he felt underqualified for rooms that, on paper, he belonged in.
The subtext is less about personal insecurity than about how innovation actually happens: through institutions that intimidate you into rigor, and through people who keep showing up anyway. In a moment when tech culture sells confidence as a prerequisite, Cerf’s nervousness reads as an argument for humility as a technical virtue. It’s also a subtle rebuke to the lone-genius narrative: the internet emerged from networks of people, and those networks were built by humans who sweated the social climb as much as the protocol stack.
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| Topic | Teaching |
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"I was very nervous about going up to teach at Stanford, and very nervous even about going to ARPA." FixQuotes, 20 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-very-nervous-about-going-up-to-teach-at-9695/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.


