"I was worried about my mom more than I was worried about the president. And then I was worried about the president, and then I was worried about myself"
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The context matters: a 20-something absorbed into the machinery of the presidency and then into a national spectacle that treated her less like a person than an instrument for other people’s arguments. When she says she became “worried about the president,” it’s not starry-eyed deference so much as the vertigo of proximity to authority: the sense that the consequences won’t land evenly. The president is protected by institutions, lawyers, and history; she is protected by her mother and, eventually, by whatever selfhood she can salvage.
“And then I was worried about myself” arrives last like a grim punchline, exposing how long it took her to grant herself the right to matter. That delay is the cultural indictment. The sentence performs what the scandal demanded: everyone else’s needs first, her interior life last. In a culture that loves to moralize women’s choices while romanticizing men’s power, Lewinsky turns the camera slightly and shows the cost: fear as a timeline, guilt as a script, survival as an afterthought.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lewinsky, Monica. (2026, January 16). I was worried about my mom more than I was worried about the president. And then I was worried about the president, and then I was worried about myself. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-worried-about-my-mom-more-than-i-was-97346/
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Lewinsky, Monica. "I was worried about my mom more than I was worried about the president. And then I was worried about the president, and then I was worried about myself." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-worried-about-my-mom-more-than-i-was-97346/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I was worried about my mom more than I was worried about the president. And then I was worried about the president, and then I was worried about myself." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-was-worried-about-my-mom-more-than-i-was-97346/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.








