"I went along doing the one-salad-a-night routine for a year. And I remember feeling so tired and depressed and irritable. I had no personal life. I was always flying someplace - weekends, holidays, vacations. Dinners at night were no fun because I couldn't eat"
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The glamour myth collapses in that throwaway phrase: “the one-salad-a-night routine.” Carol Alt isn’t describing a diet so much as a job requirement disguised as self-control. A salad is supposed to signal virtue, lightness, discipline. Here it becomes a metronome of deprivation, a ritual that turns the most ordinary pleasure - dinner - into a nightly performance of compliance.
What makes the quote land is its accumulation of costs, delivered in plain, almost reportorial language: tired, depressed, irritable; no personal life; always flying. The subtext is that the fashion machine doesn’t just thin bodies, it thins out time, friendships, spontaneity. The travel list (“weekends, holidays, vacations”) reads like a brag until you clock the inversion: these are the exact spaces where a life is supposed to happen. Work colonizes everything, and the body is the border it crosses first.
Alt’s context matters. As a model whose brand depended on looking “effortlessly” in control, she’s naming the effort - and the damage - without melodrama. The line “Dinners at night were no fun because I couldn’t eat” is devastating because it’s so small. She’s not talking about runway lights or magazine covers; she’s talking about sitting with people and being unable to participate. That’s the industry’s quiet violence: it doesn’t only demand thinness, it demands isolation, then sells the result as aspiration.
What makes the quote land is its accumulation of costs, delivered in plain, almost reportorial language: tired, depressed, irritable; no personal life; always flying. The subtext is that the fashion machine doesn’t just thin bodies, it thins out time, friendships, spontaneity. The travel list (“weekends, holidays, vacations”) reads like a brag until you clock the inversion: these are the exact spaces where a life is supposed to happen. Work colonizes everything, and the body is the border it crosses first.
Alt’s context matters. As a model whose brand depended on looking “effortlessly” in control, she’s naming the effort - and the damage - without melodrama. The line “Dinners at night were no fun because I couldn’t eat” is devastating because it’s so small. She’s not talking about runway lights or magazine covers; she’s talking about sitting with people and being unable to participate. That’s the industry’s quiet violence: it doesn’t only demand thinness, it demands isolation, then sells the result as aspiration.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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