"I went to a performance of 'The Crucible' at the Guthrie when I was a sophomore in high school, and I knew right away that that's what I wanted to do"
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Choosing The Crucible adds an extra charge. Miller s play is about fear metastasizing into public performance: accusation, confession, reputation theater. Watching it in a major house means seeing how staged conflict can feel more real than everyday life, how an actor can hold a room hostage with nothing but breath and timing. Hawkes implies he didn t just admire the story; he recognized the mechanism. That is what I want to do isn t about fame. It s about being the person who can manufacture that kind of collective attention.
The subtext is also geographic and class-coded. The Guthrie represents access: a city with institutions, a school that can get you there, a cultural ecosystem that makes ambition thinkable. Hawkes doesn t romanticize struggle; he romanticizes exposure. The line lands because it s unpretentious and exact, the origin story as a sensory memory: one performance, one seat, one sudden permission to want more.
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Hawkes, John. (2026, January 16). I went to a performance of 'The Crucible' at the Guthrie when I was a sophomore in high school, and I knew right away that that's what I wanted to do. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-went-to-a-performance-of-the-crucible-at-the-119352/
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Hawkes, John. "I went to a performance of 'The Crucible' at the Guthrie when I was a sophomore in high school, and I knew right away that that's what I wanted to do." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-went-to-a-performance-of-the-crucible-at-the-119352/.
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"I went to a performance of 'The Crucible' at the Guthrie when I was a sophomore in high school, and I knew right away that that's what I wanted to do." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-went-to-a-performance-of-the-crucible-at-the-119352/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.

