"I wondered a little why God was such a useless thing. It seemed a waste of time to have him. After that he became less and less, until he was... nothingness"
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The subtext is anger dressed up as practicality. “Waste of time” reads like someone who has tried the approved rituals and found them humiliatingly ineffective. For an actress famous for refusing Hollywood’s softness, the tone matches her public persona: blunt, impatient with comforting stories, allergic to institutions that demand submission. The drift from “less and less” to “nothingness” captures a psychological truth about disillusionment: it’s rarely a single revolt; it’s erosion. Faith doesn’t get defeated so much as neglected, starved of meaning until it evaporates.
Context matters. Farmer’s life became a case study in how easily a woman could be disciplined by studios, courts, and mental health systems that claimed authority over her body and narrative. In that landscape, “God” can read as shorthand for any paternal power promising order while delivering punishment or silence. The final word, “nothingness,” isn’t a triumphant atheist mic drop. It’s an exposed horizon: once the supervising presence is gone, you’re left with the harder task of making sense without an audience in the sky.
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Farmer, Frances. (2026, January 16). I wondered a little why God was such a useless thing. It seemed a waste of time to have him. After that he became less and less, until he was... nothingness. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-wondered-a-little-why-god-was-such-a-useless-109290/
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Farmer, Frances. "I wondered a little why God was such a useless thing. It seemed a waste of time to have him. After that he became less and less, until he was... nothingness." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-wondered-a-little-why-god-was-such-a-useless-109290/.
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"I wondered a little why God was such a useless thing. It seemed a waste of time to have him. After that he became less and less, until he was... nothingness." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-wondered-a-little-why-god-was-such-a-useless-109290/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.









