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Art & Creativity Quote by Samuel Beckett

"I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning"

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Beckett makes authorship sound less like self-expression and more like self-erasure. The image is stubbornly ordinary: the same pencil, the same exercise book. No altar, no muse, no confession booth. Just the cheap tools of a student, implying routine, repetition, and an almost clerical indifference. That banality is the point: transformation doesn’t arrive with thunder; it arrives by keeping the hand moving until the “I” goes missing.

The pivot from “myself” to “him” is where the trapdoor opens. Beckett stages a split that feels both psychological and aesthetic: the writer describes the self as if it were a character, then admits that even that character is slipping away. “It is no longer I” doesn’t read as a triumph of imagination so much as a loss of stable identity, a theme that shadows his work from the Trilogy through the late plays. Writing becomes a mechanism that produces not autobiography but a kind of third figure, neither author nor subject: “another whose life is just beginning.” That “beginning” is ominous, not hopeful; it suggests the birth of a voice that will outlast, overwrite, or replace the person holding the pencil.

Context matters: Beckett, writing in the aftermath of modernism’s exhausted promises and Europe’s ruptures, treats the self as unreliable material. The quote’s intent is almost anti-literary: to demote personality, to make language the real protagonist. Subtext: the more faithfully you try to pin down “I,” the more it turns into “he,” then into someone else entirely.

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Unverified source: Malone Dies (Samuel Beckett, 1951)
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And yet I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise-book as about him. It is because it is no longer I, I must have said so long ago, but another whose life is just beginning.. This line appears in Samuel Beckett’s novel Malone Dies (French: Malone meurt). The quote as comm...
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Beckett, Samuel. (2026, March 2). I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/

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Beckett, Samuel. "I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning." FixQuotes. March 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/.

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"I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning." FixQuotes, 2 Mar. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/. Accessed 29 Mar. 2026.

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Samuel Beckett

Samuel Beckett (April 13, 1906 - December 22, 1989) was a Playwright from Ireland.

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