"I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning"
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The pivot from “myself” to “him” is where the trapdoor opens. Beckett stages a split that feels both psychological and aesthetic: the writer describes the self as if it were a character, then admits that even that character is slipping away. “It is no longer I” doesn’t read as a triumph of imagination so much as a loss of stable identity, a theme that shadows his work from the Trilogy through the late plays. Writing becomes a mechanism that produces not autobiography but a kind of third figure, neither author nor subject: “another whose life is just beginning.” That “beginning” is ominous, not hopeful; it suggests the birth of a voice that will outlast, overwrite, or replace the person holding the pencil.
Context matters: Beckett, writing in the aftermath of modernism’s exhausted promises and Europe’s ruptures, treats the self as unreliable material. The quote’s intent is almost anti-literary: to demote personality, to make language the real protagonist. Subtext: the more faithfully you try to pin down “I,” the more it turns into “he,” then into someone else entirely.
Quote Details
| Topic | Reinvention |
|---|---|
| Source | Unverified source: Malone Dies (Samuel Beckett, 1951)
Evidence: And yet I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise-book as about him. It is because it is no longer I, I must have said so long ago, but another whose life is just beginning.. This line appears in Samuel Beckett’s novel Malone Dies (French: Malone meurt). The quote as comm... Other candidates (1) Beckett, Joyce and Life. "A Painful Case" vs. "One Case I... (Marlene Weber, 2015) compilation97.8% ... I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him . It is no longer I , but an... |
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Beckett, Samuel. (2026, March 2). I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/
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Beckett, Samuel. "I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning." FixQuotes. March 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I write about myself with the same pencil and in the same exercise book as about him. It is no longer I, but another whose life is just beginning." FixQuotes, 2 Mar. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-write-about-myself-with-the-same-pencil-and-in-1704/. Accessed 29 Mar. 2026.





