"I'd forget the piece just before I went out to do the concerto, the panic was too great. This was not anything that gave me pleasure. This was fulfilling somebody else's dream"
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Lavin’s phrasing is bluntly transactional. “This was not anything that gave me pleasure” rejects the cultural script that performance is inherently fulfilling if you’re talented enough. She’s refusing the audience’s desire to read suffering as meaningful. Then comes the real reveal: “fulfilling somebody else’s dream.” That line reframes the whole scenario as borrowed ambition, the kind that gets handed to bright kids early: the recital, the conservatory track, the prestigious concerto that looks great from the seats. Her subtext isn’t just “I was anxious”; it’s “I was drafted.”
As an actress, Lavin is also quietly challenging the myth of the natural performer. The irony is that she made her career inhabiting other people’s words with authority, yet here she’s describing the moment she couldn’t inhabit a role imposed on her. The intent feels like reclamation: naming the difference between performing and consenting, between craft and coercion, between a life that reads well and one that actually fits.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lavin, Linda. (2026, January 16). I'd forget the piece just before I went out to do the concerto, the panic was too great. This was not anything that gave me pleasure. This was fulfilling somebody else's dream. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/id-forget-the-piece-just-before-i-went-out-to-do-87906/
Chicago Style
Lavin, Linda. "I'd forget the piece just before I went out to do the concerto, the panic was too great. This was not anything that gave me pleasure. This was fulfilling somebody else's dream." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/id-forget-the-piece-just-before-i-went-out-to-do-87906/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I'd forget the piece just before I went out to do the concerto, the panic was too great. This was not anything that gave me pleasure. This was fulfilling somebody else's dream." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/id-forget-the-piece-just-before-i-went-out-to-do-87906/. Accessed 7 Feb. 2026.

