"Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life"
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Then he lands the blade closer to home: “by being too sensitive I have wasted my life.” Sensitivity, in the 19th-century poetic imagination, is often treated as a gift, almost a moral credential. Rimbaud treats it like a vice. The subtext is self-accusation, but also a critique of the bohemian pose: feeling intensely can become an alibi for not acting, not building, not choosing. Sensitivity becomes consumption rather than perception - a way to be endlessly acted upon.
Context matters because Rimbaud is the prodigy who burned bright and then walked away, abandoning literature in his early twenties. Read against that biography, the line sounds like a postmortem delivered while still alive: he’s diagnosing the costs of living as pure receptivity. The quote works because it refuses consolation. It doesn’t romanticize suffering; it frames it as squandered agency, a young man watching his own talent dissolve into stimulus.
Quote Details
| Topic | Youth |
|---|---|
| Source | Verified source: Les Illuminations (Arthur Rimbaud, 1886)
Evidence:
Oisive jeunesse À tout asservie, Par délicatesse J’ai perdu ma vie. (pp. 72–74 (poem: "Chanson de la plus haute tour")). The English line you provided (“Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life”) is a translation/paraphrase of the opening quatrain of Rimbaud’s poem "Chanson de la plus haute tour" (often rendered in English as “Song of the Highest Tower”). A primary early publication of this text appears in the 1886 edition of "Les Illuminations" (text established by Félix Fénéon) from Publications de la Vogue, where the poem is printed on pages 72–74. The quote is not from a speech or interview; it’s from a poem. Note: composition is commonly dated to 1872, but the question you asked is *first published*; the 1886 printing is a verifiable early primary publication. Another early book appearance is "Reliquaire" (Genonceaux, 1891), where the same lines appear (see p. 121 of the facsimile page view on Wikisource). |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Rimbaud, Arthur. (2026, February 8). Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/idle-youth-enslaved-to-everything-by-being-too-42630/
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Rimbaud, Arthur. "Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life." FixQuotes. February 8, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/idle-youth-enslaved-to-everything-by-being-too-42630/.
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"Idle youth, enslaved to everything; by being too sensitive I have wasted my life." FixQuotes, 8 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/idle-youth-enslaved-to-everything-by-being-too-42630/. Accessed 25 Feb. 2026.










