"If I leave, reality will devour me. Then they will all really be dead"
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The second sentence tightens the screw. "Then they will all really be dead" isn't a claim about literal resurrection; it's about memory as a form of provisional life. As long as the witness remains inside the narrative, the people she is documenting are still present, still speaking, still unfinished. Departure threatens a double death: their physical loss, and the quieter disappearance that happens when attention moves on and the world files them under "past."
Seierstad's intent reads as both confession and indictment. Confession, because she admits the selfish utility of proximity: staying close to danger can postpone grief. Indictment, because it exposes how war reporting turns human beings into a fight over meaning. The subtext is brutal: the witness needs the witnessed, not only to tell their story, but to keep her own psyche from collapsing under the ordinary safety she supposedly craves. In that tension - between duty, exploitation, and the terror of normalcy - the line lands.
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| Topic | Mortality |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Seierstad, Åsne. (2026, January 17). If I leave, reality will devour me. Then they will all really be dead. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-leave-reality-will-devour-me-then-they-will-32685/
Chicago Style
Seierstad, Åsne. "If I leave, reality will devour me. Then they will all really be dead." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-leave-reality-will-devour-me-then-they-will-32685/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"If I leave, reality will devour me. Then they will all really be dead." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-leave-reality-will-devour-me-then-they-will-32685/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







