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Life & Wisdom Quote by Charles Bukowski

"If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outside on my fingertips and at brain edges and in centers centers of what I am of what remains"

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Bukowski isn’t doing romance here; he’s doing possession with the doors kicked off. The grammar tumbles forward like a drunk confession, and that’s the point: the feeling refuses to behave. “If I never see you again” pretends to be a clean goodbye, a sentence that should shut something down. Instead it detonates into a body map of where the person will live: “inside outside”, “on my fingertips”, “at brain edges”, “in centers centers”. The repetition and the awkward, almost ugly phrasing are a kind of honesty test. This isn’t a polished love lyric; it’s attachment turning physical, then neurological, then existential.

The subtext is that memory isn’t a soft scrapbook. It’s tactile. Fingertips suggest muscle memory, habit, the reflex to reach for someone who’s gone. “Brain edges” and “centers” sketch obsession: the person isn’t only in the heart (too easy), they’re lodged in peripheral thought and the core of identity. That doubled “centers centers” reads like panic, like he has to say it twice to make it true, or because one center isn’t enough to hold the damage.

Context matters: Bukowski’s persona is the anti-sentimental sentimentalist, the guy who mocks tenderness until it leaks out anyway. His work often distrusts grand declarations, so he compensates with blunt anatomy and fractured syntax. The “what remains” is the kicker: love as residue after impact, the self as something partly surviving, partly altered. It’s not promising forever together; it’s admitting you can leave and still not leave.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Bukowski, Charles. (2026, February 10). If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outside on my fingertips and at brain edges and in centers centers of what I am of what remains. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-never-see-you-again-i-will-always-carry-you-185189/

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Bukowski, Charles. "If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outside on my fingertips and at brain edges and in centers centers of what I am of what remains." FixQuotes. February 10, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-never-see-you-again-i-will-always-carry-you-185189/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"If I never see you again I will always carry you inside outside on my fingertips and at brain edges and in centers centers of what I am of what remains." FixQuotes, 10 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-i-never-see-you-again-i-will-always-carry-you-185189/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Charles Bukowski

Charles Bukowski (August 16, 1920 - March 9, 1994) was a Poet from USA.

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