"If in my youth I had realized that the sustaining splendour of beauty of with which I was in love would one day flood back into my heart, there to ignite a flame that would torture me without end, how gladly would I have put out the light in my eyes"
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The subtext is the artist’s private theology of looking. Michelangelo spent his life training his eyes to hunger: for bodies, for proportion, for the glint of the divine inside human anatomy. That discipline is also a vulnerability. To see intensely is to store images that can outlive their moment and reappear when the mind is weakest - in age, in loneliness, in spiritual reckoning. When he imagines “put[ting] out the light in my eyes,” it’s not only romantic despair; it’s a metaphysical bargain. If sight is the gateway to desire, then blindness becomes a kind of chastity.
Context matters: late Michelangelo was increasingly preoccupied with mortality and sin, drawn toward austere religious currents that distrusted the senses. His confession reads like the dark backside of the Renaissance project itself. The culture told him beauty was a ladder to God; experience taught him it can also be a hook in the flesh, something that keeps burning long after the world thinks you should be done wanting.
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| Topic | Heartbreak |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Michelangelo. (2026, January 18). If in my youth I had realized that the sustaining splendour of beauty of with which I was in love would one day flood back into my heart, there to ignite a flame that would torture me without end, how gladly would I have put out the light in my eyes. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-in-my-youth-i-had-realized-that-the-sustaining-22432/
Chicago Style
Michelangelo. "If in my youth I had realized that the sustaining splendour of beauty of with which I was in love would one day flood back into my heart, there to ignite a flame that would torture me without end, how gladly would I have put out the light in my eyes." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-in-my-youth-i-had-realized-that-the-sustaining-22432/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"If in my youth I had realized that the sustaining splendour of beauty of with which I was in love would one day flood back into my heart, there to ignite a flame that would torture me without end, how gladly would I have put out the light in my eyes." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-in-my-youth-i-had-realized-that-the-sustaining-22432/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.










