"If there are occasions when my grape turned into a raisin and my joy bell lost its resonance, please forgive me. Charge it to my head and not to my heart"
About this Quote
The intent is unmistakably relational. He’s asking for forgiveness not for political error but for human wear: the days when fatigue, anger, or grief tightened his language, hardened his posture, dulled his charisma. The subtext is a subtle defense of the long-haul organizer. Movements demand relentless optimism from their leaders, but leaders are metabolizing losses in real time: broken coalitions, legislative defeats, burnout, betrayal. He’s admitting the cost without surrendering moral authority.
“Charge it to my head and not to my heart” is the ethical hinge. He’s separating missteps (strategy, judgment, temperament) from motive (care, love, solidarity). In the civil-rights and post-civil-rights tradition Jackson comes out of, that distinction matters: opponents can attack competence, allies can be disappointed by tactics, but the heart is the non-negotiable claim to legitimacy. It’s also a community bargain: keep me accountable, but don’t misread my weariness as betrayal.
Quote Details
| Topic | Forgiveness |
|---|---|
| Source | Verified source: Address before the Democratic National Convention (1984) (Jesse Jackson, 1984)
Evidence:
If there were occasions when my grape turned into a raisin and my joy bell lost its resonance, please forgive me. Charge it to my head and not to my heart.. Primary/original context: Jesse Jackson said this line in his televised address to the Democratic National Convention in San Francisco on Wednesday, July 18, 1984. A contemporaneous news transcript also preserves essentially the same wording (UPI archives carries the line as part of the speech text). The version you provided matches the speech wording closely; some wire-service printings slightly vary punctuation and add the explanatory clause about “my head… / my heart…”. |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Jackson, Jesse. (2026, February 8). If there are occasions when my grape turned into a raisin and my joy bell lost its resonance, please forgive me. Charge it to my head and not to my heart. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-there-are-occasions-when-my-grape-turned-into-112479/
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Jackson, Jesse. "If there are occasions when my grape turned into a raisin and my joy bell lost its resonance, please forgive me. Charge it to my head and not to my heart." FixQuotes. February 8, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-there-are-occasions-when-my-grape-turned-into-112479/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"If there are occasions when my grape turned into a raisin and my joy bell lost its resonance, please forgive me. Charge it to my head and not to my heart." FixQuotes, 8 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-there-are-occasions-when-my-grape-turned-into-112479/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.









