"If you're an addict, it controls your life and your life becomes uncontrollable. It's boring and painful, filling your system with something that makes you stare at your shoes for six hours"
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Taylor’s most surgical move is calling it “boring.” That word punctures the mythology that still clings to drug use in popular culture, especially around musicians. He’s not interested in the romantic narrative of the tortured artist; he’s interested in the humiliating reality of time stolen and attention deadened. “Filling your system” is deliberately clinical, almost mechanical, as if the body has been reduced to a container and the self to a set of inputs and outputs.
Then comes the image: “stare at your shoes for six hours.” It’s mundane, specific, and socially legible. You can see the posture, the room, the vacancy. Shoes are what you look at when you can’t look at anyone else. The subtext is shame as much as sedation: not just losing control, but losing presence. In a career built on intimate, clear-eyed songs, Taylor’s intent feels corrective - stripping away romance, naming the cost, and making sobriety sound less like virtue than simple relief.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Taylor, James. (2026, January 17). If you're an addict, it controls your life and your life becomes uncontrollable. It's boring and painful, filling your system with something that makes you stare at your shoes for six hours. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-youre-an-addict-it-controls-your-life-and-your-62016/
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Taylor, James. "If you're an addict, it controls your life and your life becomes uncontrollable. It's boring and painful, filling your system with something that makes you stare at your shoes for six hours." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-youre-an-addict-it-controls-your-life-and-your-62016/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"If you're an addict, it controls your life and your life becomes uncontrollable. It's boring and painful, filling your system with something that makes you stare at your shoes for six hours." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/if-youre-an-addict-it-controls-your-life-and-your-62016/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






