"I'm a lapsed altar boy"
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"I'm a lapsed altar boy" is del Toro doing three things at once: offering a thumbnail memoir, signaling his aesthetic DNA, and inoculating himself against the piety people expect from Catholic origin stories. "Altar boy" evokes ritual, incense, gold leaf, Latin murmurs, the theatrical machinery of belief. "Lapsed" punctures it with a shrug. He’s not confessing faith; he’s confessing formation.
The intent is cultural shorthand. Del Toro doesn’t need to explain why his films fetishize relics, monsters, saints, and wounds. Catholicism is already a ready-made production design: iconography as emotional technology. By calling himself lapsed, he positions himself as someone who knows the choreography from inside but no longer has to obey the script. That’s the sweet spot his work lives in: reverence for the texture of myth without submission to its authority.
The subtext also carries a quiet politics. In a film culture that often treats genre as disposable, "altar boy" frames horror and fantasy as legitimate liturgy - stories that metabolize fear, guilt, desire, and moral dread. "Lapsed" adds the modern twist: skepticism as a kind of adulthood, a refusal of institutional power, especially in traditions shadowed by control and shame. Yet the line isn’t triumphalist. It admits lingering attachment. You can lapse from belief and still be haunted by the architecture.
Contextually, del Toro often speaks as a Mexican artist shaped by Catholic imagery and disciplined imagination. The quote cues a persona: the gentle heretic who still keeps the candles, just to better light the monsters.
The intent is cultural shorthand. Del Toro doesn’t need to explain why his films fetishize relics, monsters, saints, and wounds. Catholicism is already a ready-made production design: iconography as emotional technology. By calling himself lapsed, he positions himself as someone who knows the choreography from inside but no longer has to obey the script. That’s the sweet spot his work lives in: reverence for the texture of myth without submission to its authority.
The subtext also carries a quiet politics. In a film culture that often treats genre as disposable, "altar boy" frames horror and fantasy as legitimate liturgy - stories that metabolize fear, guilt, desire, and moral dread. "Lapsed" adds the modern twist: skepticism as a kind of adulthood, a refusal of institutional power, especially in traditions shadowed by control and shame. Yet the line isn’t triumphalist. It admits lingering attachment. You can lapse from belief and still be haunted by the architecture.
Contextually, del Toro often speaks as a Mexican artist shaped by Catholic imagery and disciplined imagination. The quote cues a persona: the gentle heretic who still keeps the candles, just to better light the monsters.
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| Topic | Faith |
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