"I'm looking for a way out of here. I can't have it physically, so I'm going to have it intellectually. It was a beautiful thing to ride Seabiscuit in my imagination. And it's just fantastic to be there alongside Louie as he's breaking the NCAA mile record. People at these vigorous moments in their lives - it's my way of living vicariously"
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The names she drops are doing heavy cultural lifting. Seabiscuit and Louie Zamperini (the runner-turned-war-survivor she later immortalized in Unbroken) are American avatars of velocity, endurance, comeback. They are also safe vessels for intensity: thrilling, public, and legible. Hillenbrand isn’t chasing celebrity; she’s borrowing momentum. "Beautiful" and "fantastic" read less like literary adjectives than like someone describing a sensation they can finally reach.
The subtext is that imagination isn’t an escape hatch so much as an ethical compromise. "Living vicariously" is usually a mild self-critique, the couch potato confession. Hillenbrand reclaims it as craft. Her vicariousness has discipline: research, reconstruction, attention to the "vigorous moments" when lives peak into myth. That’s her way out, but also her way in - a statement of intent about why she writes so intensely about physical triumph while personally living with limits (a reality tied to her long struggle with chronic illness). She doesn’t romanticize escape; she engineers it.
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Hillenbrand, Laura. (2026, January 16). I'm looking for a way out of here. I can't have it physically, so I'm going to have it intellectually. It was a beautiful thing to ride Seabiscuit in my imagination. And it's just fantastic to be there alongside Louie as he's breaking the NCAA mile record. People at these vigorous moments in their lives - it's my way of living vicariously. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-looking-for-a-way-out-of-here-i-cant-have-it-114707/
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Hillenbrand, Laura. "I'm looking for a way out of here. I can't have it physically, so I'm going to have it intellectually. It was a beautiful thing to ride Seabiscuit in my imagination. And it's just fantastic to be there alongside Louie as he's breaking the NCAA mile record. People at these vigorous moments in their lives - it's my way of living vicariously." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-looking-for-a-way-out-of-here-i-cant-have-it-114707/.
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"I'm looking for a way out of here. I can't have it physically, so I'm going to have it intellectually. It was a beautiful thing to ride Seabiscuit in my imagination. And it's just fantastic to be there alongside Louie as he's breaking the NCAA mile record. People at these vigorous moments in their lives - it's my way of living vicariously." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-looking-for-a-way-out-of-here-i-cant-have-it-114707/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.





