"I'm not on the run from anything and I'm not at all clear about what I'm running towards. But as some great writer put it, I want to be certain that when I arrive at death, I'm totally exhausted"
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The quote pivots on a borrowed authority - “some great writer” - but the vagueness is strategic. It suggests she’s less interested in name-dropping than in adopting a working philosophy: live so fully that death feels like the natural curtain call, not an abrupt cancellation. Coming from an actress, “totally exhausted” reads like a performer’s ethic. Not burnout for its own sake, but a commitment to spending the body, the voice, the attention: using your instrument until there’s nothing left offstage.
The subtext is quietly defiant in a culture obsessed with optimization and “balance.” Shaw rejects the spreadsheet approach to existence. She’s not promising happiness or enlightenment. She’s choosing intensity, curiosity, work, risk - and letting meaning be something you accrue in motion rather than something you locate like a pinned address.
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| Topic | Mortality |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Shaw, Fiona. (2026, January 17). I'm not on the run from anything and I'm not at all clear about what I'm running towards. But as some great writer put it, I want to be certain that when I arrive at death, I'm totally exhausted. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-not-on-the-run-from-anything-and-im-not-at-all-42232/
Chicago Style
Shaw, Fiona. "I'm not on the run from anything and I'm not at all clear about what I'm running towards. But as some great writer put it, I want to be certain that when I arrive at death, I'm totally exhausted." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-not-on-the-run-from-anything-and-im-not-at-all-42232/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I'm not on the run from anything and I'm not at all clear about what I'm running towards. But as some great writer put it, I want to be certain that when I arrive at death, I'm totally exhausted." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/im-not-on-the-run-from-anything-and-im-not-at-all-42232/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.












