"In all honesty, at that time, I never saw myself as an author... I was just a mom in a state of panic, trying to enter a short story contest to win the prize money in order to keep the lights on in my home"
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As an actor, Banks also knows how to stage sincerity. “In all honesty” works like an opening line reading: it cues the audience to lean in, to trust what follows as unvarnished, even slightly unflattering. The subtext is a quiet rebuke to gatekeeping. She didn’t enter literature through salons or credentials; she entered through a prize purse. The contest becomes a symbol of how culture often allocates opportunity by gamifying scarcity, forcing would-be creators to audition for basic stability.
The domestic detail - “keep the lights on” - is doing heavy lifting. It collapses the distance between art and the household budget, insisting that creative production is entangled with invisible logistics: childcare, bills, fear. It also anticipates a now-familiar cultural argument about who gets to make art, and at what cost. Banks isn’t asking to be admired for suffering; she’s naming the economic engine behind “unexpected” talent. The intent feels less like self-pity than a recalibration of credit: if a career emerged, it was built first on desperation, not aspiration.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Banks, Leslie. (2026, February 16). In all honesty, at that time, I never saw myself as an author... I was just a mom in a state of panic, trying to enter a short story contest to win the prize money in order to keep the lights on in my home. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-all-honesty-at-that-time-i-never-saw-myself-as-132580/
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Banks, Leslie. "In all honesty, at that time, I never saw myself as an author... I was just a mom in a state of panic, trying to enter a short story contest to win the prize money in order to keep the lights on in my home." FixQuotes. February 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-all-honesty-at-that-time-i-never-saw-myself-as-132580/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"In all honesty, at that time, I never saw myself as an author... I was just a mom in a state of panic, trying to enter a short story contest to win the prize money in order to keep the lights on in my home." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-all-honesty-at-that-time-i-never-saw-myself-as-132580/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.


