"In my deepest troubles, I frequently would wrench myself from the persons around me and retire to some secluded part of our noble forests"
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Audubon’s line reads like a confession disguised as pastoral reverie: when life tightened its grip, he didn’t lean on community, faith, or polite society. He “wrench[ed]” himself away. That verb matters. It suggests force, even violence, as if companionship were a net and solitude a hard-won escape. The forest isn’t a pretty backdrop; it’s a pressure valve.
Coming from a scientist-naturalist, the retreat carries a double charge. On the surface, it’s a romantic-era move, the familiar idea that “nature” restores what modern life corrodes. Underneath, it’s a statement about method and authority. Audubon built his legitimacy by being the kind of man who could endure the field, who could disappear into “secluded” places and return with proof: specimens, observations, drawings that turned wilderness into knowledge. The forest becomes both sanctuary and laboratory, a place where emotional crisis can be translated into productive attention.
There’s also an implicit critique of people. “Persons around me” are not described as comfort; they’re an obstacle to be escaped. In a culture that prized sociability and respectability, Audubon frames withdrawal as necessity, even virtue, and he wraps it in the flattering language of “our noble forests,” inviting readers to treat his isolation as patriotic communion with the American landscape. It’s self-mythmaking with dirt under its fingernails: the troubled man remakes himself as the solitary witness, and the country’s woods become the stage that makes that transformation feel inevitable.
Coming from a scientist-naturalist, the retreat carries a double charge. On the surface, it’s a romantic-era move, the familiar idea that “nature” restores what modern life corrodes. Underneath, it’s a statement about method and authority. Audubon built his legitimacy by being the kind of man who could endure the field, who could disappear into “secluded” places and return with proof: specimens, observations, drawings that turned wilderness into knowledge. The forest becomes both sanctuary and laboratory, a place where emotional crisis can be translated into productive attention.
There’s also an implicit critique of people. “Persons around me” are not described as comfort; they’re an obstacle to be escaped. In a culture that prized sociability and respectability, Audubon frames withdrawal as necessity, even virtue, and he wraps it in the flattering language of “our noble forests,” inviting readers to treat his isolation as patriotic communion with the American landscape. It’s self-mythmaking with dirt under its fingernails: the troubled man remakes himself as the solitary witness, and the country’s woods become the stage that makes that transformation feel inevitable.
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