"In spite of everything I shall rise again: I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in my great discouragement, and I will go on with my drawing"
About this Quote
The key phrase is “which I have forsaken in my great discouragement.” It’s a confession of abandonment, not a romanticized pause. He admits the ugliest part of despair: it makes you quit the very practice that gives you a self. “Pencil” matters, too. Not the brush, not color, not the public-facing masterpiece. Pencil is the baseline tool, the rehearsal instrument, the quiet discipline of line and repetition. He’s recommitting to foundations, to daily labor, to the private act that precedes any spectacle.
Context sharpens the intent. Van Gogh’s life was marked by poverty, isolation, and recurrent mental crisis; the modern culture industry likes to treat that suffering as fuel. This sentence refuses that narrative. It suggests art is not produced by breakdown but in spite of it, by rebuilding routine when your mind is trying to evict you from it. “Rise again” isn’t resurrection as destiny; it’s resilience as method. The subtext is bracingly contemporary: don’t wait to feel like yourself. Do the small act that makes you yourself.
Quote Details
| Topic | Perseverance |
|---|---|
| Source | Unverified source: The Letters of Vincent van Gogh (Vincent Van Gogh, 1880)
Evidence:
Well, and notwithstanding, it was in this extreme poverty that I felt my energy return and that I said to myself, in any event I’ll recover from it, I’ll pick up my pencil that I put down in my great discouragement and I’ll get back to drawing, and from then on, it seems to me, everything has cha... |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Gogh, Vincent Van. (2026, February 9). In spite of everything I shall rise again: I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in my great discouragement, and I will go on with my drawing. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-spite-of-everything-i-shall-rise-again-i-will-10590/
Chicago Style
Gogh, Vincent Van. "In spite of everything I shall rise again: I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in my great discouragement, and I will go on with my drawing." FixQuotes. February 9, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-spite-of-everything-i-shall-rise-again-i-will-10590/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"In spite of everything I shall rise again: I will take up my pencil, which I have forsaken in my great discouragement, and I will go on with my drawing." FixQuotes, 9 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/in-spite-of-everything-i-shall-rise-again-i-will-10590/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.







