"It is long since I could have adventured on eternity, through God's mercy and Christ's merits; but death remained somewhat terrible, and that now is taken away; and now death is no more to me, but to cast myself into my husband's arms, and to lie down with Him"
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The most revealing move is his candor about fear. “Death remained somewhat terrible” is almost disarmingly plain, an admission that sanctity doesn’t cancel the animal impulse to recoil. Then the pivot: “and that now is taken away.” Passive voice matters; courage is described as bestowed, not self-manufactured, reinforcing the Calvinist reflex that even bravery is grace.
The subtext is political without naming politics. Cargill was condemned for dissent; by recasting death as “to cast myself into my husband’s arms,” he denies the authorities their intended spectacle. The state wants a warning. He turns it into intimacy. The “husband” metaphor draws on biblical bridal mysticism (Christ as bridegroom), but it also masculinizes dependence in a culturally acceptable way: not surrender, but reunion.
In a moment when public death was meant to discipline a population, Cargill’s rhetoric refuses to be disciplined. He doesn’t merely accept the end; he aestheticizes it, converting execution into consummation and leaving the executioners with a hollow victory.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Cargill, Donald. (2026, January 17). It is long since I could have adventured on eternity, through God's mercy and Christ's merits; but death remained somewhat terrible, and that now is taken away; and now death is no more to me, but to cast myself into my husband's arms, and to lie down with Him. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-is-long-since-i-could-have-adventured-on-81899/
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Cargill, Donald. "It is long since I could have adventured on eternity, through God's mercy and Christ's merits; but death remained somewhat terrible, and that now is taken away; and now death is no more to me, but to cast myself into my husband's arms, and to lie down with Him." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-is-long-since-i-could-have-adventured-on-81899/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It is long since I could have adventured on eternity, through God's mercy and Christ's merits; but death remained somewhat terrible, and that now is taken away; and now death is no more to me, but to cast myself into my husband's arms, and to lie down with Him." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-is-long-since-i-could-have-adventured-on-81899/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.











