"It kills me to lose. If I'm a troublemaker, and I don't think that my temper makes me one, then it's because I can't stand losing. That's the way I am about winning, all I ever wanted to do was finish first"
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He reframes what others call defiance as an athlete’s basic motor: an inability to tolerate losing. That’s not just locker-room bravado. It’s strategy. By insisting his motive is winning, Robinson claims a universally legible standard that can’t easily be dismissed as “agitation” or “attitude.” Winning is the alibi and the weapon: it justifies the edge, the confrontations, the refusal to be managed.
The subtext is sharper: losing isn’t only a scoreboard outcome. In Robinson’s context, losing also meant yielding ground in dignity, in equal treatment, in the right to occupy space without apology. When he says “all I ever wanted to do was finish first,” he’s asserting agency in a system that tried to define him as a social experiment rather than a competitor.
The brilliance is how he smuggles a political autobiography into the blunt grammar of sport. He makes ambition sound ordinary, so the extraordinary hostility around it becomes the real scandal.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Robinson, Jackie. (2026, January 17). It kills me to lose. If I'm a troublemaker, and I don't think that my temper makes me one, then it's because I can't stand losing. That's the way I am about winning, all I ever wanted to do was finish first. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-kills-me-to-lose-if-im-a-troublemaker-and-i-26827/
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Robinson, Jackie. "It kills me to lose. If I'm a troublemaker, and I don't think that my temper makes me one, then it's because I can't stand losing. That's the way I am about winning, all I ever wanted to do was finish first." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-kills-me-to-lose-if-im-a-troublemaker-and-i-26827/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It kills me to lose. If I'm a troublemaker, and I don't think that my temper makes me one, then it's because I can't stand losing. That's the way I am about winning, all I ever wanted to do was finish first." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-kills-me-to-lose-if-im-a-troublemaker-and-i-26827/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







