"It was a hard time for me to have a pure moment, to be present, to be here"
About this Quote
The intent is confessional, but controlled. Jenkins stacks infinitives - “to be present, to be here” - like he’s trying to talk himself into embodiment. The repetition signals effort, not ease. Presence becomes labor, something you “have” only when the noise abates: touring schedules, creative pressure, relationship turbulence, the constant public/private bleed that follows recognizable artists. The subtext is that fame doesn’t just steal privacy; it fractures attention. You’re always half-curating your own life, even when nobody’s watching.
Contextually, it fits a generation of alternative-rock figures who built their brands on intensity and articulation, then discovered the cost: a mind trained to narrate experience instead of inhabiting it. The quiet sting of the sentence is that “hard time” sounds temporary, but the struggle feels patterned - like a learned reflex. He’s not asking for transcendence. He’s asking for a single unperformed minute.
Quote Details
| Topic | Live in the Moment |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Jenkins, Stephan. (2026, January 17). It was a hard time for me to have a pure moment, to be present, to be here. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-hard-time-for-me-to-have-a-pure-moment-65667/
Chicago Style
Jenkins, Stephan. "It was a hard time for me to have a pure moment, to be present, to be here." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-hard-time-for-me-to-have-a-pure-moment-65667/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It was a hard time for me to have a pure moment, to be present, to be here." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-hard-time-for-me-to-have-a-pure-moment-65667/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.




