"It was a matter of survival for the local people, but it was the most violent scene I have ever witnessed. The people in my group, feeling helpless, were all spellbound and aghast at the same time. I became a vegetarian shortly after that"
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Then she pivots hard into the sensory and psychological register: “the most violent scene I have ever witnessed.” It’s not policy argument, it’s shock memory. The phrase “spellbound and aghast” captures a distinctly modern paralysis: spectators who can look, can feel, can even be transfixed, but can’t intervene. That helplessness is the real subtext. The group’s reaction reads like a snapshot of affluent tourism and documentary culture - consuming other people’s realities as experience, then carrying the moral afterimage home.
The final sentence is the tell: “I became a vegetarian shortly after that.” It’s not framed as a crusade or conversion narrative, just a personal recoil, an attempt to reclaim agency where she previously had none. The intent isn’t to indict survival hunting; it’s to expose how quickly distance sanitizes violence, and how proximity can make the everyday bargain of eating animals feel suddenly, unbearably literal. Her choice becomes less virtue signal than coping mechanism: a way to ensure she never has to be “spellbound” again.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Malick, Wendie. (2026, January 15). It was a matter of survival for the local people, but it was the most violent scene I have ever witnessed. The people in my group, feeling helpless, were all spellbound and aghast at the same time. I became a vegetarian shortly after that. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-matter-of-survival-for-the-local-people-160913/
Chicago Style
Malick, Wendie. "It was a matter of survival for the local people, but it was the most violent scene I have ever witnessed. The people in my group, feeling helpless, were all spellbound and aghast at the same time. I became a vegetarian shortly after that." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-matter-of-survival-for-the-local-people-160913/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It was a matter of survival for the local people, but it was the most violent scene I have ever witnessed. The people in my group, feeling helpless, were all spellbound and aghast at the same time. I became a vegetarian shortly after that." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-was-a-matter-of-survival-for-the-local-people-160913/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.







