"It was about this time that I began experiencing the beginnings of my battles with an anxiety disorder. We were touring a lot and there were some developing personal problems within the band"
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There is a quiet shock in how plainly Irons frames the moment: “began experiencing the beginnings” reads almost redundant, but that slight verbal stumble is the point. Anxiety doesn’t arrive like a plot twist; it leaks in. The phrasing captures someone trying to narrate an experience that, at the time, didn’t yet have clean edges or a confident label. He’s describing the earliest stage of realizing something is wrong while still half-convincing himself it’s just stress, just touring, just life.
The context he sketches is the classic rock-machine pressure cooker: constant travel, performance adrenaline, sleep debt, and a public-facing identity that demands you be “on” even when your insides aren’t. Then he adds the second fuse: “developing personal problems within the band.” That’s doing heavy lifting. Bands aren’t just workplaces; they’re intimate ecosystems where conflict is emotional, financial, and creative at once. When that ecosystem destabilizes, the drummer doesn’t get to opt out. The job is literally keeping time, holding the center, absorbing everyone else’s chaos in tempo.
Subtextually, Irons is resisting both melodrama and myth. No romanticizing the tortured artist, no neat before-and-after. Just the unglamorous truth that mental health struggles can be situationally triggered and structurally reinforced by the industry. The intent feels almost corrective: to make space in the rock narrative for vulnerability without turning it into branding, and to hint that the “personal problems” weren’t side drama but part of the conditions that made anxiety feel inevitable.
The context he sketches is the classic rock-machine pressure cooker: constant travel, performance adrenaline, sleep debt, and a public-facing identity that demands you be “on” even when your insides aren’t. Then he adds the second fuse: “developing personal problems within the band.” That’s doing heavy lifting. Bands aren’t just workplaces; they’re intimate ecosystems where conflict is emotional, financial, and creative at once. When that ecosystem destabilizes, the drummer doesn’t get to opt out. The job is literally keeping time, holding the center, absorbing everyone else’s chaos in tempo.
Subtextually, Irons is resisting both melodrama and myth. No romanticizing the tortured artist, no neat before-and-after. Just the unglamorous truth that mental health struggles can be situationally triggered and structurally reinforced by the industry. The intent feels almost corrective: to make space in the rock narrative for vulnerability without turning it into branding, and to hint that the “personal problems” weren’t side drama but part of the conditions that made anxiety feel inevitable.
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| Topic | Anxiety |
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