"It was frightening because it was the first time I had gotten a sense of how serious the problem was. It became clear from his notes that he felt the president himself was involved"
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Fielding’s line reads like a lawyer briefly dropping the mask of procedural calm and admitting the moment the case stopped being “messy” and became existential. “Frightening” isn’t just personal emotion; it’s a professional alarm bell. Lawyers live on paper trails, and the phrase “from his notes” signals the genre: not rumor, not a vibe, but documentary gravity. Notes are where intent hides in plain sight, where offhand admissions become sworn nightmares.
The sentence structure does its own work. He starts with a delay tactic - “a sense of how serious the problem was” - the kind of cautious phrasing a seasoned counsel uses when he knows every adjective can be replayed in a hearing. Then he pivots: “It became clear,” a passive construction that avoids naming who made it clear, because naming people is how you create liability. Fielding is communicating certainty while practicing the discipline of deniability.
The subtext is institutional vertigo. In American political scandal, there’s always a seductive belief that wrongdoing will stop somewhere below the top: a few overzealous aides, a rogue operative, a containment zone. “The president himself” detonates that comforting hierarchy. It reframes the entire matter from damage control to constitutional crisis, from PR to potential obstruction, from “what did they do” to “who gave the nod.”
Fielding’s intent, ultimately, is to mark the crossing of a line: the moment a professional tasked with managing fallout realizes the fallout may be coming from the center of power itself.
The sentence structure does its own work. He starts with a delay tactic - “a sense of how serious the problem was” - the kind of cautious phrasing a seasoned counsel uses when he knows every adjective can be replayed in a hearing. Then he pivots: “It became clear,” a passive construction that avoids naming who made it clear, because naming people is how you create liability. Fielding is communicating certainty while practicing the discipline of deniability.
The subtext is institutional vertigo. In American political scandal, there’s always a seductive belief that wrongdoing will stop somewhere below the top: a few overzealous aides, a rogue operative, a containment zone. “The president himself” detonates that comforting hierarchy. It reframes the entire matter from damage control to constitutional crisis, from PR to potential obstruction, from “what did they do” to “who gave the nod.”
Fielding’s intent, ultimately, is to mark the crossing of a line: the moment a professional tasked with managing fallout realizes the fallout may be coming from the center of power itself.
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