"It wasn't so much of a controlled effort to end up as part of the Goth scene"
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That matters because Goth, more than many genres, has long been treated as a lifestyle with rules: the look, the references, the posture toward mainstream culture. By stressing the lack of control, Hickey strips the movement of its gatekeeping fantasy. He implies authenticity isn’t proven by intent (“I tried to be Goth”) but by a kind of gravitational pull: if your art lives in melancholy, sensuality, theatrical darkness, the scene may claim you regardless of your origin story.
The subtext also reads like a defense against caricature. Musicians associated with Goth have often been boxed into mood as marketing - gloom as a gimmick, eyeliner as a mission statement. Hickey’s line punctures that. It suggests the darker palette was never a costume change; it was the natural lighting of the room he was already in. In a culture obsessed with deliberate self-fashioning, the most subversive move might be admitting you didn’t plan it.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hickey, Kenny. (2026, January 16). It wasn't so much of a controlled effort to end up as part of the Goth scene. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-wasnt-so-much-of-a-controlled-effort-to-end-up-109761/
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Hickey, Kenny. "It wasn't so much of a controlled effort to end up as part of the Goth scene." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-wasnt-so-much-of-a-controlled-effort-to-end-up-109761/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It wasn't so much of a controlled effort to end up as part of the Goth scene." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-wasnt-so-much-of-a-controlled-effort-to-end-up-109761/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.

