"It would have been easier to have a male protagonist, but I didn't want people to assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety because a lot of people just don't like me and I don't think they would be interested in reading about me, even in the fictional context"
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Darden is confessing to a very specific kind of cultural gravity: the way audiences collapse fiction into autobiography, then use their feelings about the author as a veto on the work. For a lawyer turned public figure, notoriety isn’t abstract branding; it’s a lived afterimage. People think they know you, and they bring that “knowing” into every page. His line about it being “easier” to choose a male protagonist isn’t a nod to craft laziness so much as an admission of how default settings work in publishing and reception: male protagonists still read as “neutral,” while any deviation gets treated as evidence.
The real bite is the strategic self-protection. Darden isn’t just dodging the old workshop note of “write what you know.” He’s anticipating hostile readers who would treat a female lead as a mask for confession, or worse, as an attempt to launder reputation through narrative. The phrasing “assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety” is careful, lawyerly even: it concedes overlap is inevitable, but rejects the lazy totality of that equation.
Underneath sits a bleakly modern truth about attention economies: likability can become a gatekeeping metric for art. He’s not claiming he’s misunderstood; he’s saying the marketplace punishes certain names, and he’s trying to route around that punishment through character design. The result is a quote less about gender as “representation” and more about gender as misdirection - a pragmatic technique for keeping the work from being tried, yet again, in the court of public opinion.
The real bite is the strategic self-protection. Darden isn’t just dodging the old workshop note of “write what you know.” He’s anticipating hostile readers who would treat a female lead as a mask for confession, or worse, as an attempt to launder reputation through narrative. The phrasing “assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety” is careful, lawyerly even: it concedes overlap is inevitable, but rejects the lazy totality of that equation.
Underneath sits a bleakly modern truth about attention economies: likability can become a gatekeeping metric for art. He’s not claiming he’s misunderstood; he’s saying the marketplace punishes certain names, and he’s trying to route around that punishment through character design. The result is a quote less about gender as “representation” and more about gender as misdirection - a pragmatic technique for keeping the work from being tried, yet again, in the court of public opinion.
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