"It would have been easier to have a male protagonist, but I didn't want people to assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety because a lot of people just don't like me and I don't think they would be interested in reading about me, even in the fictional context"
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The real bite is the strategic self-protection. Darden isn’t just dodging the old workshop note of “write what you know.” He’s anticipating hostile readers who would treat a female lead as a mask for confession, or worse, as an attempt to launder reputation through narrative. The phrasing “assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety” is careful, lawyerly even: it concedes overlap is inevitable, but rejects the lazy totality of that equation.
Underneath sits a bleakly modern truth about attention economies: likability can become a gatekeeping metric for art. He’s not claiming he’s misunderstood; he’s saying the marketplace punishes certain names, and he’s trying to route around that punishment through character design. The result is a quote less about gender as “representation” and more about gender as misdirection - a pragmatic technique for keeping the work from being tried, yet again, in the court of public opinion.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Darden, Christopher. (2026, January 15). It would have been easier to have a male protagonist, but I didn't want people to assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety because a lot of people just don't like me and I don't think they would be interested in reading about me, even in the fictional context. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-would-have-been-easier-to-have-a-male-142122/
Chicago Style
Darden, Christopher. "It would have been easier to have a male protagonist, but I didn't want people to assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety because a lot of people just don't like me and I don't think they would be interested in reading about me, even in the fictional context." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-would-have-been-easier-to-have-a-male-142122/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It would have been easier to have a male protagonist, but I didn't want people to assume that Nikki Hill was me in her entirety because a lot of people just don't like me and I don't think they would be interested in reading about me, even in the fictional context." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/it-would-have-been-easier-to-have-a-male-142122/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.








