"It's taken me a long time to become the person I am, for all the ugliness to fall away. The rotten flesh is gone, and the seed is there. I can touch that now"
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The metaphor does two things at once: it admits damage without romanticizing it. “Fallen away” suggests shedding, not being miraculously cured. “Rotten flesh is gone” implies that parts of the self can become toxic over time - habits, coping mechanisms, a story you told about who you had to be. It’s not a makeover; it’s a debridement.
Then comes the real pivot: “the seed is there.” Not a fully formed flower, not a triumphant new identity, just potential - small, stubborn, alive. The final sentence, “I can touch that now,” is the emotional thesis. The win isn’t perfection; it’s access. After years of noise and protective scab, she can finally make contact with the core that existed before the damage, or perhaps underneath it. For an artist whose work builds intimacy panel by panel, that “touch” is also craft: drawing as a way to reach what language alone can’t safely hold.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Johnston, Lynn. (n.d.). It's taken me a long time to become the person I am, for all the ugliness to fall away. The rotten flesh is gone, and the seed is there. I can touch that now. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/its-taken-me-a-long-time-to-become-the-person-i-54616/
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Johnston, Lynn. "It's taken me a long time to become the person I am, for all the ugliness to fall away. The rotten flesh is gone, and the seed is there. I can touch that now." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/its-taken-me-a-long-time-to-become-the-person-i-54616/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"It's taken me a long time to become the person I am, for all the ugliness to fall away. The rotten flesh is gone, and the seed is there. I can touch that now." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/its-taken-me-a-long-time-to-become-the-person-i-54616/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.








