"It's the first film that I made where the director was not present under the camera, and it threw me"
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Caron’s phrase “and it threw me” is disarmingly plain, but the subtext is psychological. Actors calibrate in real time. When the director is missing from that sacred little zone, the set can feel suddenly bureaucratic: the lens becomes an instrument rather than a collaborator, the space between performance and approval stretches, and confidence wobbles. Her reaction isn’t vanity; it’s craft. Acting depends on micro-adjustments, and physical proximity is part of the feedback loop.
Context matters: Caron came up in an era of strong director-as-ringmaster dynamics (often male, often authoritative), where on-set choreography was as much about managing morale as managing shots. A director retreating to a monitor can signal modern efficiency, but to someone trained in the older model, it reads as absence at the exact moment you need presence. The line captures a transitional moment in filmmaking: as technology and set practice shift, the emotional ecology of performance shifts with it.
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"It's the first film that I made where the director was not present under the camera, and it threw me." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/its-the-first-film-that-i-made-where-the-director-62608/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.







