"I've never been able to plan my life. I just lurch from indecision to indecision"
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The intent isn’t confession so much as inoculation. By framing his path as accident-prone, Rickman deflates the interviewers’ favorite narrative: that success must be the product of vision boards and five-year plans. It’s a preemptive strike against the tidy biography, and it protects a private truth: many careers, especially in the arts, are built less on certainty than on saying yes before you’re ready, surviving the consequences, and retroactively calling it character.
The subtext is also about control. Actors trade in precision onstage and uncertainty off it; the work demands total commitment to a role you don’t fully own. “Lurch” suggests how agency gets outsourced to auditions, directors, timing, luck. Coming from Rickman - who projected authority so effortlessly onscreen - the line is slyly destabilizing. The public sees Severus Snape’s icy intent; the man behind it offers a portrait of success as improvisation, not destiny.
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| Topic | Decision-Making |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Rickman, Alan. (2026, January 17). I've never been able to plan my life. I just lurch from indecision to indecision. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-never-been-able-to-plan-my-life-i-just-lurch-75361/
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Rickman, Alan. "I've never been able to plan my life. I just lurch from indecision to indecision." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-never-been-able-to-plan-my-life-i-just-lurch-75361/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I've never been able to plan my life. I just lurch from indecision to indecision." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-never-been-able-to-plan-my-life-i-just-lurch-75361/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.








