"I've really been sick with this cold, but I think I might have kept the columns going anyhow except I was just so low in spirit, I didn't have the will to struggle against them when my deadline was so close and I felt so lousy"
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The key phrase is “kept the columns going.” Not “kept writing” - kept the machine running. It frames journalism as a conveyor belt with a human motor, and Pyle lets us watch the motor sputter. He also slips in a quietly radical idea for his era and role: that morale is not a secondary, private concern, but a primary factor in production. “Low in spirit” isn’t decorative melancholy; it’s operational failure.
Context sharpens the sting. Pyle built his authority on sounding like an ordinary American talking plainly about extraordinary stakes. That voice made his dispatches feel trustworthy, intimate, and morally legible. Here, the same voice confesses the cost of that intimacy: he’s expected to be reliable on command, even when sick, even when the deadline is “so close” it becomes a physical pressure. The repetition - “so low… so close… so lousy” - mimics the fog of illness and fatigue. The subtext isn’t self-pity; it’s a reminder that even the most mythologized chroniclers are precariously human, and that the news we get depends on that fragile fact.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Pyle, Ernie. (n.d.). I've really been sick with this cold, but I think I might have kept the columns going anyhow except I was just so low in spirit, I didn't have the will to struggle against them when my deadline was so close and I felt so lousy. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-really-been-sick-with-this-cold-but-i-think-i-66680/
Chicago Style
Pyle, Ernie. "I've really been sick with this cold, but I think I might have kept the columns going anyhow except I was just so low in spirit, I didn't have the will to struggle against them when my deadline was so close and I felt so lousy." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-really-been-sick-with-this-cold-but-i-think-i-66680/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I've really been sick with this cold, but I think I might have kept the columns going anyhow except I was just so low in spirit, I didn't have the will to struggle against them when my deadline was so close and I felt so lousy." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-really-been-sick-with-this-cold-but-i-think-i-66680/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.


