"I've written what and when I want to. It's been about expressing myself. But with the degree, I had to learn to do everything in a very specific, disciplined way. I am very disciplined, but this demanded a totally different kind of discipline. A real challenge"
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The first half of the quote is a quiet flex. “What and when I want to” signals authority earned over decades: the ability to choose subject, schedule, and standards without asking permission. That’s not laziness; it’s self-governance, a kind of craft sovereignty. The degree, by contrast, introduces an external clock and a shared rulebook. “Very specific, disciplined” isn’t just about technique. It’s about being legible to a system that grades, benchmarks, and standardizes. In other words: art as lived practice versus art as assessed performance.
Her repetition of “discipline” does the work here. It refuses the tired binary of “creative” versus “academic,” insisting that both worlds are demanding, but differently. The subtext is humility without self-erasure: even a veteran has to become a student again, trading the comfort of intuition for the discomfort of method.
Context matters: Armatrading’s career has long represented self-contained musicianship and control. The “real challenge” isn’t learning music. It’s learning how to submit, selectively, to structure - and discovering that constraint can be its own instrument.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Armatrading, Joan. (2026, January 15). I've written what and when I want to. It's been about expressing myself. But with the degree, I had to learn to do everything in a very specific, disciplined way. I am very disciplined, but this demanded a totally different kind of discipline. A real challenge. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-written-what-and-when-i-want-to-its-been-117674/
Chicago Style
Armatrading, Joan. "I've written what and when I want to. It's been about expressing myself. But with the degree, I had to learn to do everything in a very specific, disciplined way. I am very disciplined, but this demanded a totally different kind of discipline. A real challenge." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-written-what-and-when-i-want-to-its-been-117674/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I've written what and when I want to. It's been about expressing myself. But with the degree, I had to learn to do everything in a very specific, disciplined way. I am very disciplined, but this demanded a totally different kind of discipline. A real challenge." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/ive-written-what-and-when-i-want-to-its-been-117674/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



