"Long for me as I for you, forgetting, what will be inevitable, the long black aftermath of pain"
About this Quote
The most brutal move is the parenthetical "forgetting, what will be inevitable". Lowry doesn’t soften the future with ambiguity; he names it as fate, then makes forgetting the price of entry. The line performs the psychology it describes: the syntax stalls, commas wobble, the thought keeps revising itself mid-breath, like someone trying to outrun their own dread. That stuttered cadence mimics craving - the mind bargaining for one more moment before consequences report for duty.
"Long black aftermath of pain" lands with cinematic heaviness: not just pain, but an aftermath, a period of debris and smoke where the main event is already over and you’re left inventorying damage. The color drains the scene, suggesting depression, alcoholism, and the moral weather that hangs over Lowry’s work - especially the way pleasure and self-destruction braid together until they’re indistinguishable.
Intent-wise, it’s an invitation and a warning in the same mouth. The subtext: we know this will hurt; make wanting me worth the wreckage. Contextually, it reads like Lowry’s signature worldview: ecstasy as a loan shark, collecting interest in the dark.
Quote Details
| Topic | Heartbreak |
|---|---|
| Source | Later attribution: Sursum Corda!: 1926-1946 (Malcolm Lowry, 1995) modern compilationID: xLcnAQAAMAAJ
Evidence:
... Long for me as I for you , forgetting , what will be inevitable , the long black aftermath of pain . There is nothing more I can say at pre- sent , but I shall write you a note every day now that I have done what must be done . If you ... |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lowry, Malcolm. (2026, March 22). Long for me as I for you, forgetting, what will be inevitable, the long black aftermath of pain. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/long-for-me-as-i-for-you-forgetting-what-will-be-112944/
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Lowry, Malcolm. "Long for me as I for you, forgetting, what will be inevitable, the long black aftermath of pain." FixQuotes. March 22, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/long-for-me-as-i-for-you-forgetting-what-will-be-112944/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Long for me as I for you, forgetting, what will be inevitable, the long black aftermath of pain." FixQuotes, 22 Mar. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/long-for-me-as-i-for-you-forgetting-what-will-be-112944/. Accessed 27 Mar. 2026.












