"Looking back, I understand that I was teaching myself to write"
About this Quote
The intent is deceptively simple: to demystify craft without diminishing it. Wesley doesn't credit a teacher, a workshop, or a single epiphany. She credits persistence and private apprenticeship. The subtext is almost defiant: real formation happens offstage, in the unglamorous accumulation of drafts, diaries, letters, half-finished scenes, and stolen hours. "Teaching myself" is both an admission and a declaration of independence, especially resonant for a woman of her generation, for whom institutional literary pipelines were narrower and the permission to be serious about art often arrived late, if at all.
Context sharpens the line's bite. Wesley became widely known later in life; that late flowering makes her retrospective self-instruction feel less like a motivational poster and more like a reckoning. The sentence implies that what looked like procrastination, survival, or mere "life" was already training. It's also a quiet critique of how we talk about talent: not a lightning strike, but a long, solitary curriculum authored by the person most invested in the outcome.
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| Topic | Writing |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Wesley, Mary. (2026, January 17). Looking back, I understand that I was teaching myself to write. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/looking-back-i-understand-that-i-was-teaching-57838/
Chicago Style
Wesley, Mary. "Looking back, I understand that I was teaching myself to write." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/looking-back-i-understand-that-i-was-teaching-57838/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Looking back, I understand that I was teaching myself to write." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/looking-back-i-understand-that-i-was-teaching-57838/. Accessed 11 Feb. 2026.



