"My cousin cleaned out a shotgun for me and let me carry it around the house, because he said, 'Anybody who knows anything about guns is going to know in a second if someone has held a gun before.' I didn't want to be that person. I wanted to be practiced"
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The subtext is craft mixed with anxiety. Lawrence frames the shotgun not as power fantasy but as a prop that can expose you. She’s describing a fear familiar to anyone who’s entered a specialized space: the dread of being clocked as a tourist. “I didn’t want to be that person” isn’t about moral distance; it’s about social humiliation and professional credibility. Actors are paid to embody experience they may not have. Here, she’s naming the weird bargain: to fake truth, you often have to learn the truth physically.
The context matters, too. This is Hollywood authenticity culture colliding with American gun familiarity. Her cousin becomes a gatekeeper of realism, offering not political instruction but muscle memory. “Practiced” lands as the operative word: not “safe,” not “armed,” not “comfortable” - practiced. It’s an actor’s vocabulary, but it also hints at how normalized firearms can be in certain households. The quote works because it’s both pragmatic and revealing: a tiny rehearsal for a role, and a snapshot of how credibility gets policed in everyday America.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lawrence, Jennifer. (2026, January 15). My cousin cleaned out a shotgun for me and let me carry it around the house, because he said, 'Anybody who knows anything about guns is going to know in a second if someone has held a gun before.' I didn't want to be that person. I wanted to be practiced. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-cousin-cleaned-out-a-shotgun-for-me-and-let-me-153575/
Chicago Style
Lawrence, Jennifer. "My cousin cleaned out a shotgun for me and let me carry it around the house, because he said, 'Anybody who knows anything about guns is going to know in a second if someone has held a gun before.' I didn't want to be that person. I wanted to be practiced." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-cousin-cleaned-out-a-shotgun-for-me-and-let-me-153575/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My cousin cleaned out a shotgun for me and let me carry it around the house, because he said, 'Anybody who knows anything about guns is going to know in a second if someone has held a gun before.' I didn't want to be that person. I wanted to be practiced." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-cousin-cleaned-out-a-shotgun-for-me-and-let-me-153575/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.






