"My dear sister, I hope, when God Almighty in his righteous providence shall take me out of time into eternity, that it will be by a flash of lightning"
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Otis isn’t daydreaming about a dramatic exit so much as bargaining with the universe for control in a world designed to deny it. The sentence is built like a prayer and a dare at once: “God Almighty,” “righteous providence,” “eternity” drape the wish in orthodox humility, then “a flash of lightning” snaps it into something almost theatrical. That jolt matters. In an 18th-century culture that prized the “good death” - gradual, prepared, properly witnessed - Otis asks for the opposite: an instant, unmanageable ending that leaves no room for decline, repentance-as-performance, or the slow erosion of dignity.
The subtext is personal as much as philosophical. Otis’s public life was marked by high-voltage rhetoric against British authority, and his later years were shadowed by mental instability after a brutal assault. Read in that light, the lightning isn’t just spectacle; it’s mercy. A clean interruption. A refusal to be defined by deterioration, by the humiliations of illness, or by a protracted farewell in which others get to narrate your unraveling.
There’s also a sly legal mind at work: he casts death as a transfer of jurisdictions, “out of time into eternity,” as if filing the final motion. The lightning becomes the ideal verdict - swift, decisive, unappealable. Legend says he got his wish, struck and killed by lightning in 1783. That tidy ending is almost too perfect, which is precisely why it endures: it frames a chaotic life as if it could be closed with one bright, final line.
The subtext is personal as much as philosophical. Otis’s public life was marked by high-voltage rhetoric against British authority, and his later years were shadowed by mental instability after a brutal assault. Read in that light, the lightning isn’t just spectacle; it’s mercy. A clean interruption. A refusal to be defined by deterioration, by the humiliations of illness, or by a protracted farewell in which others get to narrate your unraveling.
There’s also a sly legal mind at work: he casts death as a transfer of jurisdictions, “out of time into eternity,” as if filing the final motion. The lightning becomes the ideal verdict - swift, decisive, unappealable. Legend says he got his wish, struck and killed by lightning in 1783. That tidy ending is almost too perfect, which is precisely why it endures: it frames a chaotic life as if it could be closed with one bright, final line.
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