"My feelings are those of a schoolboy getting in sight of the holidays. Or more seriously, my feelings are perhaps those of a matador who has decided not to enter the bull ring"
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Relief is doing double duty here: first as a boyish rush toward freedom, then as something darker that has to be admitted with a wince. Fisher’s opening image - the schoolboy spotting holidays - is deliberately disarming. It frames a major decision (almost certainly resignation from a post of heavy responsibility) as an almost embarrassingly human urge to be let out of class. A clergyman, trained to sound steady and elevated, chooses a metaphor that shrinks him down to scale. That’s the point: he’s puncturing the pious expectation that leaders should leave office with saintly calm.
Then he corrects himself: “Or more seriously,” and the temperature drops. The matador line isn’t just drama; it’s a confession about risk, performance, and the public’s appetite for spectacle. A matador who refuses the ring isn’t merely resting; he’s declining a ritual where bravery is staged and death is part of the contract. Fisher casts his work the same way: a role that demands poise before danger, with an audience watching for the slightest falter. In that subtext, stepping away reads as both self-preservation and a small act of rebellion against a system that treats endurance as virtue.
Contextually, it lands in a mid-century Britain where senior clergy were public officials as much as spiritual ones. The quote signals a man trying to reclaim private feeling from public office, admitting that what looks like duty can also feel like a bull ring - and that walking away can be the most honest sermon he can give.
Then he corrects himself: “Or more seriously,” and the temperature drops. The matador line isn’t just drama; it’s a confession about risk, performance, and the public’s appetite for spectacle. A matador who refuses the ring isn’t merely resting; he’s declining a ritual where bravery is staged and death is part of the contract. Fisher casts his work the same way: a role that demands poise before danger, with an audience watching for the slightest falter. In that subtext, stepping away reads as both self-preservation and a small act of rebellion against a system that treats endurance as virtue.
Contextually, it lands in a mid-century Britain where senior clergy were public officials as much as spiritual ones. The quote signals a man trying to reclaim private feeling from public office, admitting that what looks like duty can also feel like a bull ring - and that walking away can be the most honest sermon he can give.
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| Topic | Excitement |
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