"My feelings are those of a schoolboy getting in sight of the holidays. Or more seriously, my feelings are perhaps those of a matador who has decided not to enter the bull ring"
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Then he corrects himself: “Or more seriously,” and the temperature drops. The matador line isn’t just drama; it’s a confession about risk, performance, and the public’s appetite for spectacle. A matador who refuses the ring isn’t merely resting; he’s declining a ritual where bravery is staged and death is part of the contract. Fisher casts his work the same way: a role that demands poise before danger, with an audience watching for the slightest falter. In that subtext, stepping away reads as both self-preservation and a small act of rebellion against a system that treats endurance as virtue.
Contextually, it lands in a mid-century Britain where senior clergy were public officials as much as spiritual ones. The quote signals a man trying to reclaim private feeling from public office, admitting that what looks like duty can also feel like a bull ring - and that walking away can be the most honest sermon he can give.
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| Topic | Excitement |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Fisher, Geoffrey. (2026, January 15). My feelings are those of a schoolboy getting in sight of the holidays. Or more seriously, my feelings are perhaps those of a matador who has decided not to enter the bull ring. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-feelings-are-those-of-a-schoolboy-getting-in-101198/
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Fisher, Geoffrey. "My feelings are those of a schoolboy getting in sight of the holidays. Or more seriously, my feelings are perhaps those of a matador who has decided not to enter the bull ring." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-feelings-are-those-of-a-schoolboy-getting-in-101198/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My feelings are those of a schoolboy getting in sight of the holidays. Or more seriously, my feelings are perhaps those of a matador who has decided not to enter the bull ring." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-feelings-are-those-of-a-schoolboy-getting-in-101198/. Accessed 8 Apr. 2026.










