"My first crush was Barry Manilow. He performed on TV and I taped it. When no was around I'd kiss the screen"
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The line “When no was around” (almost certainly “no one”) is where the subtext clicks. This isn’t about sexuality as spectacle; it’s about desire as rehearsal, practiced away from surveillance. Jackson is describing the earliest version of what her career would later complicate: intimacy under a microscope, performed for millions but lived in fragments behind closed doors. The kiss on the screen is innocent, but it also hints at the training ground of mediated romance - affection directed at an image that can’t kiss back, safe precisely because it’s unreachable.
There’s a sly cultural inversion here, too. Manilow’s soft-rock sincerity becomes the first object of longing for an artist who would grow into a symbol of controlled heat and pop precision. She’s not trying to sound profound; she’s letting the audience see the machinery of becoming: how a future icon first learned to want, to watch, to repeat.
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| Topic | Romantic |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Jackson, Janet. (2026, January 16). My first crush was Barry Manilow. He performed on TV and I taped it. When no was around I'd kiss the screen. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-first-crush-was-barry-manilow-he-performed-on-83121/
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Jackson, Janet. "My first crush was Barry Manilow. He performed on TV and I taped it. When no was around I'd kiss the screen." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-first-crush-was-barry-manilow-he-performed-on-83121/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My first crush was Barry Manilow. He performed on TV and I taped it. When no was around I'd kiss the screen." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-first-crush-was-barry-manilow-he-performed-on-83121/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.






