"My first degree came years before my second. I had wanted to be a physicist, but I flunked calculus"
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The specific intent feels twofold. First, it’s self-deprecating armor: Moon establishes credibility (two degrees) while disarming the reader with candor. Second, it’s a craft statement in disguise. A novelist who once wanted to be a physicist is signaling her relationship to systems, rigor, and consequence - and also her willingness to abandon a prestigious identity when reality doesn’t cooperate. That’s a writer’s origin story, not a scientist’s: the plot turns on the moment the protagonist fails.
Subtextually, Moon is talking about class gates and institutional sorting. Calculus isn’t just math; it’s a filter course, a cultural checkpoint that decides who gets to claim “STEM” as destiny. Her phrasing refuses melodrama, which makes the critique sharper: the world is full of would-be physicists rerouted by a single semester.
Context matters, too. Coming of age in the mid-to-late 20th century, a woman aiming at physics was already pushing against expectations. The punchline acknowledges the barrier without turning it into a sermon, and that restraint is exactly why it sticks.
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"My first degree came years before my second. I had wanted to be a physicist, but I flunked calculus." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-first-degree-came-years-before-my-second-i-had-145911/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.

