"My grandmother, though, began to prepare in her own neurotic - and I think psychotic - way to face racism. So she taught us to be racist, which is something I had to undo later when I got to Michigan, you know"
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Jones’s phrasing is doing several things at once. He doesn’t romanticize her motives, but he doesn’t flatten her into a villain either. Calling her “neurotic - and… psychotic” is blunt, even jarring, and it signals the psychological toll racism takes on the people forced to live under it: survival strategies can become compulsions. The line “So she taught us to be racist” lands like a confession and a paradox. It suggests internalized racism, but also a pragmatic calculus: if you can predict what “they” will do, you can avoid harm. It’s the logic of segregation turned inward.
Then comes the quiet pivot: “which is something I had to undo later when I got to Michigan.” Not a grand awakening speech, just the admission that education and exposure can dismantle training that felt like common sense at home. Michigan reads as more than geography; it’s a collision with a wider world where inherited fear is no longer the only script. Jones frames racism less as a personal moral failure than as a learned, reversible habit - but one learned for reasons that shouldn’t have existed in the first place.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Jones, James Earl. (2026, February 16). My grandmother, though, began to prepare in her own neurotic - and I think psychotic - way to face racism. So she taught us to be racist, which is something I had to undo later when I got to Michigan, you know. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-grandmother-though-began-to-prepare-in-her-own-121756/
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Jones, James Earl. "My grandmother, though, began to prepare in her own neurotic - and I think psychotic - way to face racism. So she taught us to be racist, which is something I had to undo later when I got to Michigan, you know." FixQuotes. February 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-grandmother-though-began-to-prepare-in-her-own-121756/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My grandmother, though, began to prepare in her own neurotic - and I think psychotic - way to face racism. So she taught us to be racist, which is something I had to undo later when I got to Michigan, you know." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-grandmother-though-began-to-prepare-in-her-own-121756/. Accessed 26 Feb. 2026.






