"My mind started wandering. I started playing carefully, instead of playing the way that had gotten me to that point. I had to force myself to keep driving the ball"
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Then comes the quiet sabotage: “I started playing carefully.” Careful is coded language for fear dressed up as strategy. It signals a player trying to protect a lead, a ranking, a narrative - and in doing so, abandoning the aggression that created the advantage. That phrase “instead of playing the way that had gotten me to that point” is a blunt diagnosis of how success invites imitation of itself. The better you do, the more you’re tempted to preserve rather than pursue. It’s not choking as melodrama; it’s choking as a subtle edit to your own identity.
“I had to force myself” exposes the split between knowledge and execution. Austin knows the correct response is to “keep driving the ball,” a tennis-specific action that doubles as metaphor: commit, hit through, don’t steer. Context matters: she came up young, in an era that rewarded baseline toughness but also scrutinized women athletes’ composure. The line reads like a field report from inside that scrutiny. Her intent is instructional, but the subtext is braver: winning requires resisting the urge to play not to lose.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Austin, Tracy. (2026, January 15). My mind started wandering. I started playing carefully, instead of playing the way that had gotten me to that point. I had to force myself to keep driving the ball. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-mind-started-wandering-i-started-playing-159873/
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Austin, Tracy. "My mind started wandering. I started playing carefully, instead of playing the way that had gotten me to that point. I had to force myself to keep driving the ball." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-mind-started-wandering-i-started-playing-159873/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My mind started wandering. I started playing carefully, instead of playing the way that had gotten me to that point. I had to force myself to keep driving the ball." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-mind-started-wandering-i-started-playing-159873/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.


