"My own will and desires were now very much broken, and my heart was with much earnestness turned to the Lord, to whom alone I looked for help in the dangers before me"
About this Quote
The phrase “with much earnestness” matters. He isn’t claiming saintly calm. He’s confessing urgency, even fear, which makes the turn “to the Lord” feel less like an abstract doctrine and more like a survival move. Quaker spirituality prized the inward, direct encounter with God over religious performance, so this interior pivot is also a political stance: authority is relocated away from institutions and toward conscience.
Context sharpens the stakes. Woolman is remembered for his antislavery witness and for repeatedly choosing social friction over social ease - speaking to slaveholding Friends, refusing dyed clothing produced through exploitation, traveling under harsh conditions. “The dangers before me” aren’t melodrama; they’re the predictable consequences of confronting an economy and culture built on coercion. Subtext: he expects backlash, and he knows his own instincts will bargain for peace. The “broken” will is the price of refusing that bargain.
The line works because it frames moral courage not as swagger but as dependency: a man preparing to walk into conflict by first dismantling the part of himself that most wants to walk away.
Quote Details
| Topic | Faith |
|---|---|
| Source | The Journal of John Woolman (posthumously published 1774). Quote appears in Woolman's Journal. |
| Cite | Cite this Quote |
Citation Formats
APA Style (7th ed.)
Woolman, John. (n.d.). My own will and desires were now very much broken, and my heart was with much earnestness turned to the Lord, to whom alone I looked for help in the dangers before me. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-own-will-and-desires-were-now-very-much-broken-164046/
Chicago Style
Woolman, John. "My own will and desires were now very much broken, and my heart was with much earnestness turned to the Lord, to whom alone I looked for help in the dangers before me." FixQuotes. Accessed February 2, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-own-will-and-desires-were-now-very-much-broken-164046/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"My own will and desires were now very much broken, and my heart was with much earnestness turned to the Lord, to whom alone I looked for help in the dangers before me." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/my-own-will-and-desires-were-now-very-much-broken-164046/. Accessed 2 Feb. 2026.






