"No, I didn't become disenchanted. I just couldn't paint like them"
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He’s dodging the romantic myth of the spurned genius and replacing it with something drier, funnier, and more revealing: limitation as honesty. “No, I didn’t become disenchanted” refuses the expected Beat-era narrative arc, the moment when the artist “sees through” the scene and exits in a fog of moral superiority. Ferlinghetti’s correction is almost throwaway, but it lands like a pin in a balloon. The problem wasn’t that the art world was false; it was that he couldn’t do what “they” did.
That “they” matters. It’s deliberately vague, a shifting crowd: the dominant painters of his moment, the gatekeepers, the chic abstractions, the virtuosos of whatever style had currency. Ferlinghetti, who moved easily between poetry, publishing, and visual art, knew the seduction of belonging to an avant-garde. He also understood that aesthetic movements are social ecosystems with skills as passwords. By framing his departure (or pivot) as technical incapacity rather than ideological disillusionment, he admits envy without melodrama and critiques the scene without sermonizing.
The subtext is gentler than it sounds. He’s not confessing failure so much as rejecting a false pose. In a culture that prizes the grand renunciation, Ferlinghetti offers a more human motive: I wanted in; I couldn’t do it; so I found another way. It’s a line that quietly deflates the ego while defending the legitimacy of choosing the medium where your voice actually works.
That “they” matters. It’s deliberately vague, a shifting crowd: the dominant painters of his moment, the gatekeepers, the chic abstractions, the virtuosos of whatever style had currency. Ferlinghetti, who moved easily between poetry, publishing, and visual art, knew the seduction of belonging to an avant-garde. He also understood that aesthetic movements are social ecosystems with skills as passwords. By framing his departure (or pivot) as technical incapacity rather than ideological disillusionment, he admits envy without melodrama and critiques the scene without sermonizing.
The subtext is gentler than it sounds. He’s not confessing failure so much as rejecting a false pose. In a culture that prizes the grand renunciation, Ferlinghetti offers a more human motive: I wanted in; I couldn’t do it; so I found another way. It’s a line that quietly deflates the ego while defending the legitimacy of choosing the medium where your voice actually works.
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| Topic | Art |
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