"No, originally I thought that writing articles would keep me from having to see a psychiatrist, but I became even more depressed as a result"
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The intent is defensive and provocative at once. Saying it this way lets him admit vulnerability without begging for sympathy. It’s gallows humor that keeps the speaker in control: if he can narrate his depression as a failed cost-saving plan, he doesn’t have to narrate it as need. The line also needles the romantic idea that making work is inherently healing. For Van Gogh, writing articles becomes exposure rather than release: you articulate what’s wrong, you see it more clearly, it hardens into fact.
Context matters. Theo van Gogh was a Dutch provocateur, a director and columnist who made a career out of antagonizing polite consensus. That public persona (acerbic, combative, allergic to sanctimony) makes the admission feel almost illicit. Depression becomes the one opponent he can’t outtalk. Read against the backdrop of his eventual assassination in 2004, the quote gains an eerie edge: a man known for fearless speech privately describing the mental cost of constant expression, constant conflict, constant performance. It’s not a plea; it’s a warning from someone who tried to turn art into an alibi and found the bill still came due.
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| Topic | Mental Health |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Gogh, Theo Van. (2026, January 16). No, originally I thought that writing articles would keep me from having to see a psychiatrist, but I became even more depressed as a result. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/no-originally-i-thought-that-writing-articles-116680/
Chicago Style
Gogh, Theo Van. "No, originally I thought that writing articles would keep me from having to see a psychiatrist, but I became even more depressed as a result." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/no-originally-i-thought-that-writing-articles-116680/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"No, originally I thought that writing articles would keep me from having to see a psychiatrist, but I became even more depressed as a result." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/no-originally-i-thought-that-writing-articles-116680/. Accessed 8 Feb. 2026.


