"Nothing remains of all that now. The killers attacked the house until every last trace was wiped away. The bush has covered everything over. It's as if we never existed. And yet my family once lived there... And I alone preserve the memory of it. That's why I'm writing this"
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The line “It’s as if we never existed” is the sentence that carries the real terror. It names the final ambition of the killers: not simply to end a family, but to make the end unprovable, ungrievable, unrecorded. That’s why the bush matters: it’s camouflage and metaphor, the world’s easy willingness to let disappearance look like the normal passage of time.
Then Mukasonga pivots to an almost unbearably intimate claim of custody: “And I alone preserve the memory of it”. The “alone” isn’t self-mythologizing; it’s the loneliness of the survivor as an accidental librarian. Memory becomes a responsibility, not a comfort. Writing, in this frame, isn’t art as self-expression. It’s triage. It’s an emergency substitute for a grave, a house, a community, a paper trail.
The closing - “That’s why I’m writing this” - strips away any romance about storytelling. The intent is prosecutorial as much as personal: to put names, rooms, and lived detail back where “the bush” has been allowed to smooth everything into silence.
Quote Details
| Topic | Legacy & Remembrance |
|---|---|
| Source | Cockroaches (memoir; English trans. Jordan Stump, 2016; orig. Inyenzi ou les cafards, 2006). |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Mukasonga, Scholastique. (2026, February 15). Nothing remains of all that now. The killers attacked the house until every last trace was wiped away. The bush has covered everything over. It's as if we never existed. And yet my family once lived there... And I alone preserve the memory of it. That's why I'm writing this. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/nothing-remains-of-all-that-now-the-killers-185459/
Chicago Style
Mukasonga, Scholastique. "Nothing remains of all that now. The killers attacked the house until every last trace was wiped away. The bush has covered everything over. It's as if we never existed. And yet my family once lived there... And I alone preserve the memory of it. That's why I'm writing this." FixQuotes. February 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/nothing-remains-of-all-that-now-the-killers-185459/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Nothing remains of all that now. The killers attacked the house until every last trace was wiped away. The bush has covered everything over. It's as if we never existed. And yet my family once lived there... And I alone preserve the memory of it. That's why I'm writing this." FixQuotes, 15 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/nothing-remains-of-all-that-now-the-killers-185459/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.








