"Oh, this absolute loneliness and the game - loving to play the game, loving to go and tell stories to men that certainly weren't true, just for the sport of it, just to see how they would react"
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The key move is the double “loving”: “loving to play,” “loving to go and tell stories.” That repetition reads like self-indictment, a person catching herself enjoying the very behavior she knows is warped. It’s not that the lies are necessary; they’re recreational. “Certainly weren’t true” lands with a shrugging certainty, which is the point: when you’re isolated enough, sincerity can feel like a risk and fabrication like control. You can’t control whether someone will actually know you. You can control whether they’ll bite.
Beals also frames the lies as performances tailored for “men,” which hints at a gendered dynamic familiar to actors and to women in particular: attention is currency, reactions are data, and the room can feel like an audition even when it isn’t. The subtext is less “I was dishonest” than “I was hungry for impact.” She’s describing the thrill of manipulating social reality, not for money or status, but for evidence that she can still move the world from the outside.
It works because it’s candid about an ugly impulse people recognize but rarely admit: turning human connection into a lab experiment when real vulnerability feels unavailable.
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| Topic | Loneliness |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Beals, Jennifer. (2026, January 15). Oh, this absolute loneliness and the game - loving to play the game, loving to go and tell stories to men that certainly weren't true, just for the sport of it, just to see how they would react. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/oh-this-absolute-loneliness-and-the-game-loving-146474/
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Beals, Jennifer. "Oh, this absolute loneliness and the game - loving to play the game, loving to go and tell stories to men that certainly weren't true, just for the sport of it, just to see how they would react." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/oh-this-absolute-loneliness-and-the-game-loving-146474/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Oh, this absolute loneliness and the game - loving to play the game, loving to go and tell stories to men that certainly weren't true, just for the sport of it, just to see how they would react." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/oh-this-absolute-loneliness-and-the-game-loving-146474/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.









