"On the day, therefore, when I went to the church to be confirmed, with a number of others, I suffered extremely from the reproaches of my conscience"
About this Quote
The phrase “reproaches of my conscience” is old-fashioned, but strategically so. It doesn’t name a specific sin; it summons the sensation of judgment without giving the reader a concrete charge to dispute. That vagueness is a kind of narrative armor, inviting audiences to project their own fears about secrecy, coercion, or hypocrisy onto the setting. The subtext is that the institution built to soothe guilt is also manufacturing it, or at least amplifying it.
Context matters because Monk’s notoriety sits in the 19th-century anti-Catholic marketplace, where personal testimony sold as moral alarm. By placing torment at the threshold of official grace, she primes readers for a broader story about hidden wrongdoing and spiritual violence, using the language of devotion to make dissent sound like piety.
Quote Details
| Topic | Faith |
|---|---|
| Source | Maria Monk, Awful Disclosures of the Hotel-Dieu Nunnery of Montreal (1836) — first‑person account where the cited line appears in her narrative (varies by edition). |
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Citation Formats
APA Style (7th ed.)
Monk, Maria. (2026, January 16). On the day, therefore, when I went to the church to be confirmed, with a number of others, I suffered extremely from the reproaches of my conscience. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/on-the-day-therefore-when-i-went-to-the-church-to-96807/
Chicago Style
Monk, Maria. "On the day, therefore, when I went to the church to be confirmed, with a number of others, I suffered extremely from the reproaches of my conscience." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/on-the-day-therefore-when-i-went-to-the-church-to-96807/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"On the day, therefore, when I went to the church to be confirmed, with a number of others, I suffered extremely from the reproaches of my conscience." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/on-the-day-therefore-when-i-went-to-the-church-to-96807/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




