"Once I decided to write, to be published, I knew it would happen"
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The subtext, though, is more complicated than pure swagger. “Once I decided” implies that before the decision, the self was optional, provisional. For a memoirist who built a career turning chaotic personal history into material, that matters. Burroughs is talking about authorship as identity: publication becomes proof that the life you’ve survived can be converted into narrative capital. It’s also a small act of revenge against the gatekeeping machinery of publishing. He doesn’t mention editors, agents, MFA programs, or “the market,” as if refusing to grant them authorial power over his story.
Contextually, the quote lands in a culture that oscillates between romanticizing the “tortured artist” and fetishizing the grind. Burroughs offers a third posture: not suffering, not grinding - committing. It works because it’s both inspirational and faintly alarming. If it’s true, you’re accountable for your ambition. If it’s not, you still admire the audacity required to act as if it is.
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Burroughs, Augusten. (2026, January 17). Once I decided to write, to be published, I knew it would happen. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-decided-to-write-to-be-published-i-knew-it-57707/
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Burroughs, Augusten. "Once I decided to write, to be published, I knew it would happen." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-decided-to-write-to-be-published-i-knew-it-57707/.
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"Once I decided to write, to be published, I knew it would happen." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-decided-to-write-to-be-published-i-knew-it-57707/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.



