"Once I get over maybe a hundred pages, I won't go back to page one, but I might go back to page fifty-five, or twenty, even. But then every once in a while I feel the need to go to page one again and start rewriting"
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The page numbers matter because they dramatize scale. “A hundred pages” is the point where a draft starts to impersonate a book, where momentum becomes seductive. Didion admits she usually resists the most masochistic form of perfectionism (scrapping everything), preferring targeted returns: page 55, page 20. That’s the adult version of revision, the kind you do when you’re trying to preserve the spine of an idea while tightening its joints.
Then she undercuts her own pragmatism with the relapse: “every once in a while” she has to go back to page one. Subtext: sometimes the problem isn’t a paragraph; it’s the premise. Sometimes the voice that sounded true on page 80 was built on a slightly dishonest sentence on page 1.
In the context of Didion’s larger reputation - cool precision, moral anxiety, the sense that narrative is a way of taming chaos - this is her method laid bare. Rewriting isn’t polish; it’s her way of reasserting reality, of making the opening sentence worthy of what follows.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Didion, Joan. (2026, January 15). Once I get over maybe a hundred pages, I won't go back to page one, but I might go back to page fifty-five, or twenty, even. But then every once in a while I feel the need to go to page one again and start rewriting. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-get-over-maybe-a-hundred-pages-i-wont-go-55947/
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Didion, Joan. "Once I get over maybe a hundred pages, I won't go back to page one, but I might go back to page fifty-five, or twenty, even. But then every once in a while I feel the need to go to page one again and start rewriting." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-get-over-maybe-a-hundred-pages-i-wont-go-55947/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Once I get over maybe a hundred pages, I won't go back to page one, but I might go back to page fifty-five, or twenty, even. But then every once in a while I feel the need to go to page one again and start rewriting." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/once-i-get-over-maybe-a-hundred-pages-i-wont-go-55947/. Accessed 8 Feb. 2026.



